This, because I want to update mah journal. 8D


1. Stardust
2. Power
3. Dawn
4. Waterlilies
5. Pregnancy
6. Books
7. Old
8. Circle
9. Sakura
10. Geisha
11. Nation
12. Home
13. Fear
14. Life
15. Trees
16. Fairy
17. Elf
18. Story
19. Animals
20. Emperor
21. Alice in Wonderland
22. Queen of hearts
23. Inspiration
24. Doll
25. Unicorn
26. Witch
27. Hate
28. Cry
29. Brothers and sisters
30. Parents
31. Runaway
32. Travel
33. School
34. Friendship
35. Missing you
36. Soul
37. Universe
38. War
39. Kawaii
40. Forbidden love
41. Fantasy
42. Clouds
43. Fashion
44. Plushies
45. Goodbye
46. Drawing
47. Mystery
48. Joke
49. Separate
50. Sing
51. Cooking
52. God
53. Forgiveness
54. Dangerous
55. Braveness
56. Searching
57. With or without you
58. Imagine Yesterday
59. Tomorrow
60. Dusk
61. Tonight
62. Believe
63. Why?
64. Because of you
65. Me myself and I
66. Wizard
67. Butterflies
68. Sea
69. Mermaid
70. Dearest
71. Flying
72. Fireworks
73. Trapped
74. Chasing pavements
75. Breathing
76. Snow
77. Leaves
78. Past days
79. Teenager
80. Suicide
81. Lust
82. Angry
83. Candlelight
84. Moonlight
85. Sunlight
86. Fame
87. Decora
88. Tea
89. Angel
90. Vampire
91. Centaur
92. Pity
93. Devil
94. Hurt
95. Answer
96. Fate
97. Secret garden
98. Furry
99. Luck
100. Ghost

I kinda stole this from axehole, but hey, at least I have something to do. 8D



1. Life
2. Youth
3. Content
4. Change
5. Dreams
6. Pessimistic
7. Pirate
8. Novel
9. Doom
10. Garden
11. Sadness
12. Confusion
13. Freedom
14. Inevitable
15. Idle
16. Vampires
17. Convention
18. Roleplaying
19. Skull
20. Pain
21. Joy
22. Time
23. Warmth
24. Voodoo
25. Insomnia
26. Solitude
27. Zombies
28. Heaven
29. Evil
30. Weary
31. Candyland
32. Robot
33. Old-school
34. Puppets
35. Flight
36. Movie
37. What if...
38. Batman
39. Dance
40. O RLY???
41. Play
42. Uh-oh...
43. Duel
44. Sound Effect
45. Caption
46. Photo
47. Pants
48. Red
49. Fiesta
50. Percent
51. Soap Opera
52. Underwear
53. Stress
54. Froof
55. Mutation
56. Skeleton
57. Rock
58. Lies
59. Ninja
60. Message
61. Bugs
62. Effort
63. Bandaid
64. WRYYYY
65. Imaginary
66. Fly Me to the Moon
67. Discovery
68. What?
69. Adhesive
70. Underworld
71. KAWAII DESU
72. Mecha
73. Random
74. Video Game
75. Crisis
76. Insanity
77. Ice
78. Working Hard
79. Hardly Working
80. Sandwich
81. Clone
82. Clumsy
83. Keyboard
84. Hope
85. Song
86. Surprise
87. Cursed
88. Awesomeness
89. Internet
90. Fire
91. Orange
92. Love
93. Annoyance
94. Misunderstanding
95. Fantasia
96. Puppy
97. Lost
98. Pie
99. Fate
100. Death

It's Thursday. It's payday. I'm drop dead TIRED and so on. I want draw, but inspiration is on the run again and won't be seen in a couple of days. Actually, I have the idea, but it won't attach to the paper.... Ngah.
I suck.

DiCE!

Mentally all out of breath.

All exhausted. But well. I guess I can live with it. It'll be better soon.


My ears and nose and skin and everything itches.. Must get medicine soon! .___.

Thank you for a broken heart. The scars opened up for the millionth time again.
I feel like shit. Trash. Anything that can describe what I'm feeling. Hopless.
Earlier, I felt like just disappearing. And yes. I still want to.

I wanted to be yours, but it seems that "we" will never be. I understand that, I even understand that I'm a selfich little whore, that can't realise that life has to go on. Mine just stopped.

And yes. I'm crying.




And I will never be able to listen to Hyde again...